I’m still having a hard time gaining back my appetite. I find it sweet that everyone is trying their best to shove food down on my throat. But my system can only take less. I hurl and hurl just hearing any name of food. It’s my diet that caused me this pain. I should redesign my diet they say, and eat a lot more now. I just dont want to be fat again. I’ve been miserable on that road. Is that too much to ask?
remnants of my endowment
let me start by saying that today is my luckiest day, not. I think this is the first time in years that I’ve been robbed, in a PUJ. i dont know but a part of me is bit ecstatic about it. maybe because i can relate to my friends who were in that same situation. or that I can cross it out from my bucket list.
things that he took *check list lol
my wallet which has a sentimental value! mom bought that for my Japan trip years ago. i’ve got pictures of my friends in that wallet and my very first polariod (instax. whatever that’s the same shit) picture in it. my postal ID was there too (i dont really give a damn on that ID but it helps when applying for a job or whatever). my atm card is also there (i dont use it anyway). business cards of people I occasionally meet. yes i do have business cards, classy right? MY STARBUCKS CARD is there! fucking thief! I need that card! how am I supposed to collect sbux stars now? what else was in there? hmmmm. *i’m actually typing while thinking. oh the pin that opens the sim card slot for my phone! ehhh dont really care. and the money i’ve been saving up for my plane fare to MNL! I had that money just in case cebupac or pal or any airline shit would have an abrupt promo. thanks to you, me and my baby would have to wait! gagu mo!
External Hard drive. i can always buy a new one but all of my FUCKING FILES ARE IN THERE! installers, movies and my precious PHOTOS! i’m not crying because of my academic files, i’m crying because of the photos I took in every occasion, events etc. MY FUCKING PHOTOGRAPHY PORTFOLIO is in that external drive! portraits, selfies, landscape- every single piece of it! how am I suppose to update my blog you fucking jerk thief! dont you know you could wreck a life by stealing one’s HD! GODDAMMIT! I dont even keep porn in my HD, THUS IT’S USELESS IN YOUR DIRTY HANDS YOU ASSHOLE! okay enough. and by the way, you forgot the usb cord of that HD. if you want we could meet and give you the cord you jerk.
May you enjoy the money, spent it wisely and the movies I have in my HD (if you can access it) Advance Merry Christmas and FUCK YOU!
"we fatties have a bond, dude. It’s like a secret society. We’ve got all kinds of shit you don’t know about. Handshakes, special fat people dances- we got these secret fugging lairs in the center of the earth and we go down there in the middle of the night when all the skinny kids are sleeping and eat cake and fried chicken and shit." "Because we were up all night in the secret lair injecting butter frosting into our veins."